I'm alive or dead....???

So many times I stopped to breathe,
Just to confirm I'm alive or dead?
No soul was there,
Everywhere, I'm lonely.
Things that I lost could I get again?
Inside the heart unhealing pain.
I'll feel you then,
In every rain, I promise.
Give me the reason why you walked away?
What was my fault, you need to say?
Leave me now, I'll find you where will you hide?
I'll love you from all the pieces of my heart.

You’re still in love with me....

Day and day broken hearts,
And broken dreams to see.
What are the missing parts,
Which puts hell into me?
When I see the broken star,
I close my eyes and pray.
Wished for the rain to fall,
And washed my pain away.
But nothing makes me free,
You’re trapped inside me.

I’m begging not to leave,
Standing on my knees.
Still you’re walked away,
Left incomplete my wish.
No regrets or promises,
You give nothing to me.
If you ever feel so bad,
You can come back to me.
In your eyes I can see,
You’re still in love with me.